I mean yeah, that's exactly it. When I play a game, any game, I always try to find the most efficient way to play. Now I realize thats a "me" problem, but I strongly suspect that there are more people who play that way than there are that play your way. I envy that you can ignore the systems and do whatever you want, but I find it annoying that if I want to play a certain way, baton and shotgun for example, I have to intentionally hurt my overall progression to do so. I think that the fact that it wasn't always that way makes it even harder to accept.