Yeah, I'd like to make something clear.
My eyes are bad, nothing new there, right. I have problems with depth perception, and so can often 'miss' a zombie because they are actually too far away.
Let's talk about the hands and fingers. I have arthritis, my fingers, on both hands, are stiff and hard to work with, when if flares up.
Of my 4 strokes, 3 destroyed brain cells that were being used to control my fingers' movements, as well as brain cells that control my speech centers.
I have neuropathy, which makes my fingers numb, on top of being stiff and twitchy.
My right hand is my best hand, and if my eyes worked a bit better, I could probably miss less often.
My left hand, is not so good. I cannot always go forward/back, because my finger slips off the key. I cannot sidestep at all. I can mostly (NOT all the time) avoid hitting the darn windows key when trying to run, but not uncommonly, I crouch down instead of running, so there is that.
If i had to fumble around trying to reload/unjam a firearm, I would most likely end up unarmed in the middle of a zombie pack, and probably not be able to find the "W" key quickly, and end up dying.
I try not to dwell on what I cannot physically do anymore, and hope this puts paid to folks thinking I'm "just being stubborn", and not taking their well intentioned advice to try exceeding my physical limitations.
Anyway, I got through my 3rd Horde Night in a row last night, and managed to net 2 red loot bags.